stupid heat wave!

the heat wave is absolutely ridiculous!
44 degrees?! FUCK!
I'm melting in this heat.
it's too hot! seriously.
I need cold food. even ice water is not helping! gahhhhh!
mostly, I need AIR CONNNNN!
RAWR!

on days like this, u miss the cold.

so much for chinese new year ey.
I kinda wish I was back in Singapore having proper chinese meals with my family.
and I know it'll prolly be the best tasting one too!
rawrrrrr!
and my friends can come over to my place for visits!
old tradition. sighs.

but neways, hope everyone else have a great day.
may you all get lots and lots of ang pows!
keep those feet moving and go visiting! :P

this post is gonna sound random as to ppl who don't know stuff.
neways, here it goes.

Lucas: "the teaspoon's shoulder bone poked the tablespoon's face. ouch!"

Dope: "YOU'RE THE BIGGEST SLUT!"

Jess, Darren, Peter: "EL PACOOOOO! PACO FACE!"

note to self: "Odie OPSM, YOU'RE AWESOME!" :D

I haven't updated in like a week.
well, mostly I've just been partying and sleeping early and waking up late.
haha. if that make sense.

looking forward to this weekend!
woots!
I know, it's ony the beginning of the week. but still!
woots woots! :D
me excited!
I'm expecting a good weekend.

so far, the new year is treating me fine.
it already brought new friends.
money is on the way. pretty soon. I hope. hahaha.
my adventures have yet to begin.
summer is still here. :)

happy new year! :)

so this is the new year.
and I hope it'll be better than the last year.

so my new year's eve and new year's day was pretty awesome!
there was a bit of drama but all settled.

jess, darren, peter, justin, aaron, katrina, wendy, stefan, shane and adam. :D
<3

back to Singapore today.
oh sunday, don't be boring.
pretty soon I'll be flying off to Melbourne.

I'm quite anticipating to see how new year will be like.
spending it with Jess in Melbourne.
this is gonna be different from the "tradition" I always have, which is Singapore, friends, foam spray + silly strings spray, Orchard Road and of coz my place and the playground.

for one thing, I guess I'm not expecting a new year's kiss.
I'm feeling bit nostalgic thinking bout 2008's new year.
but oh well, we move on, right?

I hope 2009 will be a better year.
this all sound so cliche to wish for something better every year only to think back and realize that it's been the same thing year after year after year.
I feel that 2008 was a disaster for me but also a point where I grew in every aspect.
my year was a mess. damn, I was a mess.
so I really hope 2009 doesn't bring me too much shit as 2008 did.
please. that's my hope, my wish and I dream that it will come true.
because honestly, I don't know how I could live through another year like 2008.
too much pain, really. but I grew.
which makes me look forward to the goodness of 2009.

and I hope for everyone around me to have a good year ahead too.

merry xmas!

so I'll be out of Jakarta for xmas.
I'm looking forward to some relaxation. :)
I prolly not get the chance to wish everyone personally so here, a very big MERRY XMAS to you all!
and lots of love from... ME!
xoxo

tired tired tired.
I don't know how I find the energy to last me thru a whole day really.
my body clock is kinda fucked.
I can sleep at 4am and still wake up like 6 hours later without an alarm.
and last friday and saturday, I actually woke up at like 7 and was out of the house before u can even say 7.30 or 8. and I mean am, like in the morning.

this holiday is getting better.
my lil cousins are back from bali and justine and pam are back from LA.
hang out time. YAYS! :D
and I've been shopping heaps too.
just hope that I can fit everything into my luggage when I leave.

and and and, one thing I must add!
I can'e believe the amount of VOLCOM stuff they have here!
it's fuckin amazinggggggg!
I'm happy.
and I looooooveeee VOLCOM!
woots! :D
<3

joshie woshy. :)

Hi JOSHIEEE!
more cupcakes and adventures when I get back to Melbourne ok?
and defz more partying + DANCING!!
LOL.
xx

trying to sum up singapore, end of 2008

this is singapore, this time.
pictures say so much more.
so here goes...

ah nai and lumpy!


Dongggg!


burgers + root beer float = yummm!


the adventures of tianhee + odie. :)
random mushroom on the roadside.
green tea ice cream + rainbow sprinkles! :)

escargots + "bad-not-fresh" oysters make u crazy.


a pyramid of coke bottles!


Bohan, we love and miss u.


it's ladies night and we're out!
coz it's free drinks and free entry for the ladies! woots!
zing + gonaidi + tianhee + lumpy + lumpy's friends (nick, has, jon, pamela, hui kee) + st. james powerhouse + drinking games + dancing on platforms + tianhee throwing up + zing's fren ending up in the hospital + roti prata + ice milo + sleepover at lumpy's= WHAT A NIGHT!




me + lumpy + aglio olio with bacon & mushroom + beefeater sandwich + root beer float + waffles with maple syrup = NOM NOM NOM!
root beer float is pretty much the best! :)


arcade time!


my dumpling face krew!
desmond + amanda + leonard = "taste like chicken" & "dong dong ding"



Mich Lee.
mos burger iced milk tea = (Y)


my grandma is awesome!
she feeds me with the best stuff everytime.
shark's fin in coconut = YUMMM!


I did meet more people but too bad no pics there.
but this is pretty much my week summed up!

R.I.P Bohan.

time sure flies.
it's been 2 years now since you've left us.
Bohan, we still love you.
xoxo
<3

I finally got some proper sleep.
still I don't think enough to make up for the lack of but just enough to keep me going throughout the day.
here in Singapore, I pretty much spend the whole day out.
and then coming back home to leave some love to those that I've missed out on.
like people in Melbourne.
and I do call them up and send them txts.
of coz I haven't forgotten you Melbourne people. :)

I have been meeting up and spending time with my friends.
shopping. and eating heaps!
GAHHH!
NOM NOM NOM! LOL.

jess, sorry you have to miss out on all these but have fun in Melbourne.
I'm sure u'll get by xmas just fine. :)
xx

updated flight details!

hello friends in Singapore.
my flight will be arriving in Singapore on Sunday the 7th of December at 3.55pm.
flight number: SQ 238.

see u at the airport? :)

part of me wants to hate myself for wanting to hate you.
:(

to becca.

bestie, I hope you get better soon.
lots of care, love, hugs and kisses. :)
xoxo

and I'll be back soon enough to hang out with you.

Last week, I was in Queensland.
"hello, sunshine!"
but only to know that it was the rainiest time ever.
Laura and I managed to get some sun in Brisbane altho there was a storm too.
kinda reminded me of home.
thunder and lightning, and rain, the smell of soil and blackouts.
I stayed over for anight at Laura's aunt's place. had home-cooked meal. YUMMMM!
and pretty much a very lazy sunday.

it kept raining in gold coast tho.
got rained on all tuesday while I was at dreamworld.
bummer! but I still had fun.
left on the Saturday, came back to Melbourne on Wednesday night.
man, what a trip. :)
photos will be up on facebook.

now I'm back in Melbourne.
"hello! cold weather."
it's good to be back but seriously, we need more sun in Melbourne.
the cold can get so intolerable. I need warmth.

so now I'm bumming around, pretty much. and partying. haha.
till it's time for me to leave for home.
more updates soon.

flight update.

Odie's flight update

7th December to Singapore from Melbourne.
13 December to Jakarta from Singapore.

still not sure when I'm getting back to Singapore after that.
but I'll keep yous updated.

xoxo

YAYS!
finally finished with exams.
if I pass all my units, it means, goodbye 2nd year!
and starting 3rd year next year!
*fingers crossed* I'll pass, I'll pass, I'll pass!!!

sometimes, I'm impressed at myself.
for some reason just known to self. maybe a few others but yea.

feelings have gone too much in a roller-coaster.
they'll never be constant.
not till I know for sure anyway.
contradictory: I want it, but I don't. or vice versa, I don't, but I want it.
I can't decide. too much risk of getting hurt again.
so tired and sick of that feeling.
I don't wanna be stuck in a "hurt" limbo.
too much pain, really.
and I thought physical pain is enough. emotional pain, is worse!
no, thankyou.

"I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.
The best of us can find happiness in misery."

So an update...
HALLOWEEN PARTY.
and I went dressed up as Snow White.
Jess went as Red Riding Hood.
it was a good night. :)

besides that point, there's more on a certain someone...
I miss you, but I don't know anymore.
I don't know if you're worth my time.
I don't know...
I like you, still.
but it's getting lesser day by day. (I think)
I hope we can be better friends.