boys, boys, boys!

haha.
"perving" on boys.
oh night, you make me feel like I have nth better to do.
as a result...
make good eye candies tho. :)

sore.

my right forefinger got cut by my credit card tonight.
it's ouchie!
so now I have a sore forefinger.
one less finger to type.
this feels awkward.

actually, scratch that. my fingers are all sore.
in fact, I'm all sore!

life... at this moment.

I need a holiday.
in fact, I want one, real badddd!

oh, I also want an internship, real baddddd!

see, it's during these times that I'd say I hate the world and all that shaz.
I just wanna party. maybe go home and party.
and by home I mean, Singapore and well, Jakarta.
altho I'd assume most of the partying will happen in Singapore.
but it'll be too expensive a lifestyle without money.
at least here, I can always count on connections and knowing bartenders.

suddenly, with that last thought, I wouldn't just say I hate the world, just yet...

goodnight now.
work tmr.
oh yes, I've become a "slave" to the money. unfortunately.

skin change, you like?

so like I said in my last post...
my last blogskin went berserk on me and decided to delete it's background.
so I decided to change it to a rather simple one.
Of course adding my own touch to it.

I actually stayed up when I told myself that I should be sleeping like 2 hours ago.
So I'm off to actually sleep now.
I want a really really good dream. Make my sleep more pleasant so I'll wake up with a smile on my face.
Goodnight all.

WHAT IS THIS?! REALLY?
my background picture to my blog just disappeared!
s'if!
I'm not happy.

gulity as charged: I don't blog enough, I know.
and I keep apologizing again and again... and again.

But when I do decide to blog, the updates of my life are pretty mundane.
Now I can tell you...
sadly, I don't think I'll get an internship for this summer. :(
and I'll just be working and trying to save up as much money as I can.
so many things I want, so little money.
so many things I want to do, so little money.

and when I do decide to visit my blog, I will read some of my friend's blog just because I like to do it.
It makes me miss home tho as those whose blog I frequently visit are those of my high school friends.
if any of you are reading this, you should know that I miss you.

tonight, I feel a bit homesick and I have the sudden urge of wanting to fly back to Singapore. even if it's only for a weekend.
but unfortunately, I don't have the money to do so.
so... no chance. :(
altho, I think I'm gonna be back for Chinese New Year, which is quite exciting.
I've never gone home for CNY and I always miss out.
so let's see what next year will bring.
of coz I would love the chance to be able to catch up with all my friends.
if you are reading this, please make time for me.
coz it seems like no one really does any more. which really sucks.
communication is a 2-way street.

neways, enough of my rant.
I'll blog soon enough. hopefully next time it won't take another 3 weeks.


spread the love.
xoxo

so I've been working lots!
and I'm bringing in the moolah!!
oh, feels good to have moneyyy!
hahaha.

I'm still waiting to hear to get accepted for an internship.
so pray for me and wish me luck!

so lately...
what's interesting is... I went to 'A Day in Pompeii' exhibition and today, the 'star wars' exhibition.
it was great!
definitely play days.

but that's pretty much the interesting stuff that's been happening recently.
oh and also the fact that early start at work doesn't stop me from partying. hahaha.
I'm awesome!
thank you. :P

lots have been happening these past week.
and again, I must apologize for the lack of blogging.

so I had my 21st birthday party on the 9th of October, my birthday day itself.
it was good. and I had fun.
except I kinda wish that people who told me that they would turn up kept their words and actually did. altho I excuse those who gave me a reason as to why they can't make it at the last minute.
but oh well...

and my exam was a day before my birthday so that was good in a sense that I got it over with.
and now I'm on holidays! :)

I'm still however waiting for a reply on whether I'll get the intern position.
I'm hoping I will get it!
please pray for me. and wish me luck!

zomg! so true.

Name: Odelia
Date: 9/29/2009
Colorgenics Number: 31257046

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You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.

You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image. You need for those people in positions that matter to recognise your potential and to acknowledge you.

Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.

found this link on Jesslyn's page. so true!
www.goldinuniverse.com

and again I must apologize for the lack of blogging.
although I did actually thought of blogging of what it seems to be a few days ago, I didn't do it.
maybe I was too tired.

I've been busy. really.
with uni, with work.
with uni especially.
the assignments seem to never end. I can't wait till the semester is over.

and I'm still keeping my fingers crossed for the internship oppportunity.
got turned down by one. I have 2 pending still.
pray for me and wish me luck.
I really want this. like so badly!!!

sorry, I know I haven't blogged in a while.
I've been busy with work and with uni.

oh and it's that time again, assignment, assignment, assignmentssss!
GAHHHH!
and it's work, work, work!
altho, I'm liking my job. assignments, can't say the same.

and I've got a cold again.
wish the runny nose and coughs would go away soon.
it's distracting me from assignments coz I can't think straight. :(
writer's block!

anberlin + the academy is...

I went to a gig tonight, knowing that I'd come home satisfied.
Anberlin was amazing as always!
and The Academy Is... was great! William Beckett, definitely an eye-candy.
so worth the money.
oh, did I mention the opening band The Wherewolves sounded pretty good too.

put smiles on my face. :)

YAY! I got the job at Boost juice! :)

boost juice audition

on Saturday, I went for the longest and most fun job interview ever for Boost juice.
I'm hoping that I'll get the job.
so keeping my fingers crossed and wish me luck everyone. I'm hearing from them tmr!

mom sends love from the states.

so my mom called from the states.
I was glad to hear from her.

the first thing she asked me was, "oh, you're awake already?"
and I said, "Ma, it's 3am here, I'm just up doing my assignment!"
then she started getting concern bout me not sleeping and asking me if I have class tmr.
well, technically today. but at least my class starts at 3pm. so it's not that bad.

sometimes I miss how my mom makes me feel like I'm still young and not that-girl-who-is-turning-21. if u get what I mean. hahaha.
she also told me she bought my sister and I lots of shirts/clothes from the states.
YAYS! PRESENTS! :)
at least that made me feel better!

I LOVE YOU, Mama! <3