this is PHYLLIS.
she told me to blog bout her so this is for her.
she's my DEAREST.
she's a gr8 friend.
she's adorable.
she's cute.
she bitches bout stuff with me.
she goes high together with me.
she spends time with me.
she cheers me up when i'm down.
she tells me about interesting events.
she brings me to watch them.
she loves to hang out with me.
and I <3 HER.
DON'T TRY TO MESS WITH HER, I'LL COME HAUNTING YOU!

a different kind of pizza night ; new year wish.

PIZZA NIGHT!
well, is kinda different from all the pizza night i have.
usually is juz family and stuff.
today my dearest STARFIRE joined my sister and i.
YAY!

sorry phyllis dearest and jon sweetie.
we'll have pizza night next time together k?!
=)
love love. <3

NEW YEAR'S DAY IS COMING!
i hope that 2006 will be a good year for everyone.

I WANT THAT NEW YEAR KISS.
<3
LOL.

WAHHH!!!!
GERARD SCARED THE HELL OUTTA ME.
U OWE ME! BIG TIME!
LOL. hahahaha =D

You come over unannounced
Silence broken by your voice in the dark
I need you here, tonight
Just like the ocean needs the waves

hahaha =)
went out again today.
FUN. haha. YA!
throwing fries, playing with the mayo and chilli sauce.
ewwww...
i think the burger king staff gonna feel disgusted.
DUH!

starfire loves my bag.
yes... my bag that looks like a punching bag.
but is cute and is nice to use.
that's why i bought it wad?!!

chilled.
ate a strawberry lollipop.
ooh lala...
u all got strawberry kisses from me.
SWEET!

sighs.
it seems that i haven't talk to u in ages.
blah.
let's meet up soon. =)
<3

BOXING DAY is over but XMAS is not.
XMAS last for 12 days.
YAY!

why does santa spend only a night sending gifts to children all over the world when he can spread his time for 11 nights?!
his reindeer sleigh is MAGICAL!
hahaha =)

can anyone name me all santa's reindeer?

neway, levin called early this morning. BLAH.
u and ur nonsense ya lev?!
go coffee club and make trouble.
and when i said let's meet up soon, i didn't expect it to be so soon.
LOL.
neway, i had a good time.
eh... i still want a next time k?!!

met up with jess, dearest, starfire, JON and jasmine.
NYDC! OLD CHANG KEE!
ey DEAREST, maybe u're too cute. that's why got called NAUGHTY BABY!
the aunty is WEIRD.
even tho she thought u were 12 or 13, that's not an age for BABY!
BLAH. NONSENSE.

went to bishan, met joel, josh and sling.
cone and doug came later.
love this bunch. PLENTY.
i love all the crap and stuff that u guys share.
my life would be so different if i didn't meet u guys.
all the jokes and crap.
hahaha =)
love. <3

i had a great time last night.
X'MAS with frens is juz GREAT!
thank the guys for that.
you guys know who you are.
to my frens i met.
X'MAS couldn't be funner without u guys.
I LOVE U GUYS TO BITS.
<3

tong, new year eh? LOL

MERRY XMAS!

make my wish come true.
coz all i want for christmas is YOU.

i want you to know that...
i miss you, i miss you so.

I'M BACK!

hey peeps...
YAY! i'm back in spore.
i'm posting from the airport.
MERRY X'MAS!
love love love and gazillion more love!
happy holidays.

xoxo

update. finally.

urgh!!!
i hate it when there's a problem with my damn computer.
BLAH!
and right now i'm somewhere using a super-duper slow connection system which takes ages to load a page.
UGH!
hurry get fixed please, compy...
=(

just a few more days then i'll be back in spore.
YAY!

the WEAVERS didn't win the amazing race.
boo hoo hoo. =(

i'm stressing.
i've got a test this saturday.
i need help with my writing test.
ARGH!
i thought it was gonna be easy but is not as easy as i expected it would be.
BLAH!
WISH ME LUCK!

nightmare or sweet dreams?

oh... before i forgot.
i dreamt about JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE the other night.
JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE?!
of all people.
i dunno why him either.
hahahaha =)
WEIRD.

why not JESSE MCCARTNEY?
ooh... i juz have a weakness for that guy.
*DROOLS.
JESSE MCCARTNEY!
ooh la la.
LOL.
sweetness and hotness.

JON LOVES ME.

i've got sad news and pleasant news to deliver today.
let's start with the sad news.
sad news...
im leaving spore next year.
and i dunno when i'll be back again.
my student pass expires on 30 april 2006.
that means i've to leave spore by then.
=(
and i'll miss everyone!

good news...
"[Jon.] in the dark, they say angels don't kill J.I.M.P. 12 more days says:
i love u oreo"
JON LOVES ME!
LOL.
thanx for making me feel better.
love love love to JON!
<3
hahaha =)

YAY!!!
i went shopping!
yes, i shopped for xmas gifts.
hear that?!!!
I SHOPPED FOR XMAS GIFTS!!!
haha =)
i really can't wait to be back in spore.
BE EXCITED PPL!

JON.

so... this post is bout JON.
well, a few things to know bout JON.
JON is MY SWEET DUDE.
i'm JON's sweetie.
i mean how can i be someone's SWEETIE and the person is totally calling me BAD?
weird right?

neway, JON is really lovable.
so... love love love gazillions to JON.

<3

YAY!
i shopped again today.
this time i was hanging out with my frens.
yesh, wira, yohan, edbert and meilisa.
and also my sister.
i had fun!
lunch then shopping then movies then more shopping then dinner and finally, home.
thanx for the fun guys!
we should do it again.
oh ya... ICE CREAM!
LOL.

I MISS EVERYONE!
I MISS YOU.! yea, YOU!
i miss becca, lampy, michelle, starfire, dearest, jon, kaizi, cheetong, doug, josh, cone, joel... there's just so many ppl.
i can't probably list all.
it'll probably fill up everything.
well, I LOVE YOU GUYS.
I REALLY DO!
<3

MISS ME TOO?
PLEASE SAY YOU DO.
=)

JON.

YAY!
JON IS MY SWEET DUDE.
MINE.
love love JON. <3
xoxo

i dunno why but somehow, i feel neglected by my friends.
why am i feeling this way?!!
maybe coz i miss my frens too much.
=(
i wish i was back in singapore.

well, the only thing i can think of to console myself is...
the fact that i'll be back for xmas.
and i'm gonna have fun with them again.

i'll have fun with u guys again right?!!
please say YES to that.

i miss u guys so much. =(
<3

say goodbye to the perfect guy.
love doesn't come by easily.
and is not a sensible thing to say forget love.
contradicting isn't it?
i don't like it when i have to question myself like this.
but the questions just pop out in my head.
how am i to avoid that?

let's just leave without goodbyes.
so goodbyes wouldn't have hurt that much.
but is so long and goodbye.
we might just meet again.
maybe then i'll be perfect for the perfect guy.

TO JON.
THANX SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE.
LOVE LOVE LOVE A GAZILLION.
AND THANX A GAZILLION.
<3

BRAIN DEAD.

BRAIN
DEAD.

SERIOUSLY.
i juz hope a whole would open up in front of me.
then i can juz jump in and disappear.
and maybe no one will know i existed.

last night i quarelled with my parents. mom mostly.
and the thing i don't get is.
she seems to not trust me.
no one does. CRAP!

MOM.
so wad if other ppl are telling you i'm doing this and that.
so wad if i'm hanging out with guy friends?!
they're juz my frens.
FYI, i also do hang out with my gurlfrens.
DUH!
and my frens are NOT bad people.
so stop thinking that i'm with bad company.
I'M NOT!
i've got enough common sense alright?!
UGH! GET OFF MY BACK FOR ONCE!

DAD.
trying to understand wad u're saying is like trying to understand GREEK.
maybe i can even understand greek better after i've learn it.
you gotta start speaking properly.
or no one in the world will understand.
DUH!
and if u don't get anything that i was saying to mom.
don't say anything.
coz i don't wanna repeat whatever i said to you.

i'm pissed and am still pissed bout stuff.
i dunno how you all are gonna think if everything would be ok after a few days.
the truth is... i don't have such bad memory.
i'll still remember.
so, if u want me to think that everything is gonna be back to normal.
give me a few days or even a week or weeks.

and last night i was really thinking of how things would be like if i disappeared.
wad if i'm DEAD somewhere at the other end of the universe?!
would anyone in the world know?!

as far as i can remember, i've never been this pissed at people for a really really really long time.
how i wish i could be back in spore right now.
sighs.
I FREAKIN MISS MY FRENS!

YAY!
i went shopping today!
FINALLY.
haha =))
i spent like loads of money tho.
so... i might not be shopping for some time maybe.
save money.
and to get more money? maybe?
LOL.