Tuesday, April 29, 2008

I'm half excited.
I really wanna go to Sydney to see the new baby.
and of coz the adorable Gloria and Georgina. my lovely cousins. =]
I miss them.
then it'll be somehow getting to know the new baby after she is not that tiny anymore.
hahaha.
now I just have to wait for a phone call from my uncle.
then I'll be 1 plane ride away.


baby, sometimes I miss how things used to be.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

jmac

I get silly and stupid to myself when it comes to Jesse McCartney.
*blush*
I was watching an episode of Hannah Montana.
title: when you wish you were the star

I swear I was all like "AHHHHH!!! EEEEEEEEE!" all in my head.
I was like going crazy in my head.

and he was rapping at the end of the episode.
HOT!

k, see... I told you I get silly when it comes to Jesse McCartney.
he's hot. can't help it.

made my day. so far that is...

party night for Kaz tonight. =]

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

so it's kinda over. but not really.
we're still seeing each other.
I hope we'll get back together.

if you are reading this (you know who you are),
I said I'll wait for you so I will keep to my word.
and meanwhile, I'm still seeing you so I'm gonna appreciate what I have.
I can't afford to lose you like that.
I still love you.
<3


Becca, if you're reading this, I'm still waiting for your letter.
wad happen to the stamp? hehe.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

I was wondering, can someone tell me the answers to the following questions...
1) Is it worth to love someone and not have the feelings returned?

2) Is it worth waiting on an empty future because you don't know if your feeling of love towards someone might or might not be returned?

These questions have nth to do with me. I was juz wondering.
it's kinda bugging my mind.
so, I'd just like to know.

Anyways, for update on my life...
nth much to say on that too.
one word : ASSIGNMENTS!
well, from week 5 to week 8 of my uni semester, I have 1 kind of homework due.
and because some of my units don't have exams, I'm relying on these measly assignments.
which I hope I won't get some measly marks/grade for. *cross fingers*

in all of these busy-ness, I would still need to find time for my bf, my friends and just time to randomly party if I feel like it.
altho the latter is not too attractive at the moment due to money issue.

but hey, I'm going to Sydney soon.
which is a plus.
I could use a new environment for a bit. even tho it'll just be for a weekend.
be it next week or the week after. I just wanna go.
firstly, I'll get to see my aunt's new baby. (hi, giovanna!)
secondly, I'll get to see my 2 other lil cousins (hi, gloria & georgina) and also my grandma & grandaunt. you know what that means... good food + free stuff + money!
(so a lot of ppl tell me that they wish their relatives were more like mine, oh how I'm glad when I hear that. makes me feel thankful & grateful)
thirdly, I'll get my new laptop! (YAYS!)
so the deal is I have to pay for my airtix first. but that'll be all paid back for after plus I'll probably get extra money along with watever covers my airtix cost.
I love my family in times like this. =]
(I think you love my family too by the sound of it. yes? HAHA!)
LOL!!

so I should really get started on my assignment now.
this assignment's due date should totally be pushed till next week.

hmm, and from the past few days, I've come to know that there are actually ppl out there who reads my blog. (even tho they don't tag my board, but I guess it's ok)
altho, I think it'll be nice if you tag. so I know you're here. =]

toodles for now.
xx

Thursday, April 03, 2008

I know I haven't been updating.
but yeh, it juz doesn't really come to my mind that often anymore.
haha.
I'll try tho.

so lately, well, probably the past couple of days or so...
I've been feeling kinda nostalgic if u must say.
juz been missing the old days back in whitley.
yeh yeh, fun days.

uni has been ok lately.
assignments are not exactly the best thing to be doing but they're piling up.
I actually drag my lazy ass to uni this morning.
bear in mind, it's like strong winds and really cold weather.
and I still dragged my ass to uni.
thanx to my sudden hardworking motivation vibe.
but I guess it's a positive thing.
only if I can be bothered to get myself thinking like that more often.
HAHA!