YAYS!
finally finished with exams.
if I pass all my units, it means, goodbye 2nd year!
and starting 3rd year next year!
*fingers crossed* I'll pass, I'll pass, I'll pass!!!

sometimes, I'm impressed at myself.
for some reason just known to self. maybe a few others but yea.

feelings have gone too much in a roller-coaster.
they'll never be constant.
not till I know for sure anyway.
contradictory: I want it, but I don't. or vice versa, I don't, but I want it.
I can't decide. too much risk of getting hurt again.
so tired and sick of that feeling.
I don't wanna be stuck in a "hurt" limbo.
too much pain, really.
and I thought physical pain is enough. emotional pain, is worse!
no, thankyou.