worries

I think the issue with us (as in my friends and I) these days is the fact that we're feeling the worry of mid-life crisis when we're not even a quarter of a century old!
yes, that's right, we're not even 25! in fact, we're a few years away from being 25!
why are feeling the stress of it all now?!
I hate the pressure that it poses on us, weighing on our shoulders and being at the back of our heads all the frickin' time! it stays in the subconcious and then once in a while, more often than we think actually, it'll come back into our consious thoughts to haunt us.
oh... sheesh!

graduation.

hello, it's been a while.
and I've been a bum.
the family was in town for my graduation.
and that's me.
the next accomplishment of my life.
I feel good wearing that trencher.

relaxing in perth and the weather is beautiful.
if only I had that one person to share it with...

what becomes of the broken-hearted?

vacation... then back to reality.
it sucks.

rollin' with celebs, well... just one in this case, A GOOD ONE!

playes craps at crown casino with Ashton Kutcher tonight.
yep, u read right, ASHTON KUTCHER!
YEAHHHH! money money money! :)

I haven't updated in ages.
been bored and too busy to update. but I'm still alive and well.
actually, hanging. but yeah. still here.

I'm in Jakarta at the moment, but I wish I was still in Singapore.
if it weren't for my moms and pops, I don't think I'd be back for so long.
but I also have documentations and such to settle. blehhh...
but I know everything will be ok (and I mean not just with the things I mentioned above).

le sighs.

jetplane.

how's everyone doing?
it's been a while.

I'm going back home! YAY!
I arrive in Singapore on 4th June (remember the date!).
going back to Jakarta on 21st June, returning to Singapore again on 2nd July.
write my name down in your daily planner already!
let's meet up. :)

now, to get the assignments out of the way first.
after that, goodbye uni life!
I'm graduating, hopefully! haha.
see you in Singapore and Jakarta.

to mommy dearest.

Happy Mother's Day!
I love you, Mom.
<3

hello, I've been busy.
pretty sure I'm not neglecting you.

trying to decide too many things with very limited choices.
and not to mention, little money.
*sighs*
flights, duration of stay, money, cost, surgery, etc, etc, etc.

hello, long time no post.
there hasn't been much update from the last really.
for now I'll be boring.
hopefully it'll get more interesting soon. in a good way of course.
let's hope.

one long month? or one short month?

heartbreak-ville

another week go by...
I want things to get easier.
it is still hard on me. just trying my best to get by and come to terms with what I'm supposed to.
being happy is the best value you can get in life.
I think that's what we should all aim for.

I'm too scared to lose you for good.
I want to keep you in my life, even as a friend. if that's what it takes.
I love you.
I know, I always have, always will.

it's been one rough week for me.

my frolics with famous people.

 

that vocalist dude from All Time Low.

that dude from Paramore.

that dude from Emarosa.

 that other dude from Emarosa. He likes my hat.

that vocalist dude from Dance Gavin Dance.

that drummer dude from Dance Gavin Dance.

that two dudes from Dance Gavin Dance.

Yeah, they're all pretty rad and awesome!

And the tags doesn't mean I don't know their name.

Soundwave Festival was AMAZING!

so AMAZING that I even went to another one in Perth.

and now I'm down with a cold and I'm sunburnt. hahahaha

for the rest of the photos, go to my facebook!

catch y'all later.

be jealous! :P

my schedule

hello Melbourne.
I got back on Friday and you've given me a pretty full on schedule.
so this is the low down...

Arrived Friday morning, long airport exit.
Went shopping at chaddy with Cam for shirt and such.
Nap time.
Dan's 21st in friggin melton.

Came back home on Saturday afternoon.
1 hour nap.
Get ready for Bec's wedding.
Lasted till bout midnight then after party till 4am.
Checked out of hotel at 12pm, Sunday.

Nap time at Cam's.
Bec's house to open presents and cards, all that jazz.
Jamie's birthday at Blackburn pub.
Finally home!

Slept for 8 hours. (good sleep)
Hung out with Dan.
Met up with Josh. (George and Mitchell too, by coincidence)
Picked Raymond and Ben up from southern cross station.
and home!
even tho we slept at 6am. hahaha.

Tuesday.
Jess came back.
slept till the afternoon.
chilled around the house.
PARAMORE!
maybe going out later.

Wednesday.
wake up and head to the city.
THE ALMOST + DANCE GAVIN DANCE + ALL TIME LOW
sleeeppppp! (I'm hoping)

Thursday.
sleeeep.
then out to Next. partyyyyyy!
and more sleeeeeeppp!

Friday.
SOUNDWAVE!!!
maybe? after party? haha.

Saturday.
flight to Perth...


that's pretty much my schedule for the week.
just hope I don't pass out from over-exhaustion.
VITAMIN C POWERRRR!

another flight...

leaving jakarta for singapore tomorrow.
I'm excited because it's gonna be chinese new year soon. but I really dislike chinese new year songs.
they're annoying. like really annoying.
looking forward to good food and "angpows" tho! woop woop!

neway, I gotta go pack now.
will update soon when I'm richer. LOL.

greetings!
sorry for the lack of update.
my laptop has totally failed me and I can't blog on my blackberry coz the website is too big to load or something like that.
so now I'm taking the time at singapore airport to blog.
ey, at least it's good internet connection.
in like an hour an a half, my flight will depart singapore for jakarta.
and here I am, wasting my time away to blog till it's decent boarding time. hahaha

so it's been a week since I got to singapore and now I'm leaving again.
not to mention, a few of my friends are leaving this island country too.
safe flight to all! :)

hopefully I'll still get good internet connection back home.
more updates soon!

dilemma...

about booking flights to perth...
about internship...

I'm excited  but nervous.
I don't want rejection.
let's just put it that way.

enough mulling for now.
wish me luck!

how's everyone doing?
have the new year been treating you well so far?

I'm glad my resolution, well part of, was already accomplished.
I didn't get sick!!! YAY!
my laptop, however, gave up on me.
so I guess the money I saved up has to go to that.
so many things I want, so little money.

I want to travel.
I want a Chanel bag.
but at this rate, I think the bag would have to wait. oh well...

but I definitely can say that the new year has been going alright so far, I can only hope it gets better.