heartbreak-ville

another week go by...
I want things to get easier.
it is still hard on me. just trying my best to get by and come to terms with what I'm supposed to.
being happy is the best value you can get in life.
I think that's what we should all aim for.

I'm too scared to lose you for good.
I want to keep you in my life, even as a friend. if that's what it takes.
I love you.
I know, I always have, always will.