SERIOUSLY.
i juz hope a whole would open up in front of me.
then i can juz jump in and disappear.
and maybe no one will know i existed.

last night i quarelled with my parents. mom mostly.
and the thing i don't get is.
she seems to not trust me.
no one does. CRAP!

MOM.
so wad if other ppl are telling you i'm doing this and that.
so wad if i'm hanging out with guy friends?!
they're juz my frens.
FYI, i also do hang out with my gurlfrens.
DUH!
and my frens are NOT bad people.
so stop thinking that i'm with bad company.
I'M NOT!
i've got enough common sense alright?!
UGH! GET OFF MY BACK FOR ONCE!

DAD.
trying to understand wad u're saying is like trying to understand GREEK.
maybe i can even understand greek better after i've learn it.
you gotta start speaking properly.
or no one in the world will understand.
DUH!
and if u don't get anything that i was saying to mom.
don't say anything.
coz i don't wanna repeat whatever i said to you.

i'm pissed and am still pissed bout stuff.
i dunno how you all are gonna think if everything would be ok after a few days.
the truth is... i don't have such bad memory.
i'll still remember.
so, if u want me to think that everything is gonna be back to normal.
give me a few days or even a week or weeks.

and last night i was really thinking of how things would be like if i disappeared.
wad if i'm DEAD somewhere at the other end of the universe?!
would anyone in the world know?!

as far as i can remember, i've never been this pissed at people for a really really really long time.
how i wish i could be back in spore right now.
sighs.
I FREAKIN MISS MY FRENS!