emo emo emo.
hyper hyper hyper.
sometimes i feel emo. sometimes i feel high.
CRAPP! LOL.

well... prelim is finally over.
and yea, O LEVEL is coming.
the dates are drawing near.
you know what that means?!!!
WE'VE GOTTA STUDY OUR ASS OFF!
MUG MUG MUG!
UGH! =|

it's been fun hanging out with the SKATERS!
I LOVE YOU ALL!
thanx for being there for me. =)
in times of emo and hyper-ness.

to jungle boy : sorry i called crying to u.
i know it's kinda silly. but THANX!

to jo-beng : we will go emo and hyper together.! you BLOODY KAO!

to douglas : thanx for making laugh.

to the rest : thanx for everything! u guys bring loads of laughter.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!

i'm outta here...

wee!!! i've been having loads of fun.

josh and i.


jun and i.


josh and i.


i and jairus.


josh and i.

@ joachim's place.

i'm blogging from joachim's place.
hahahahaha =P
his place is such a nice chill out place.
great.!

it's really nice hanging out with u all.
i juz simply LOVE u guys.
LALA COVE ROCKS!.

as we say...
IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, THEN GO LALA!

i'm outta here...

you've dampened my mood.
for a moment.
lucky me... i get over things fast.

auditions went fine today. singing and acting.
another one tmr. dancing. today i mean.
i dunno if i'll get picked.
well.. is a matter of having fun.

i'm outta here...

unproductive week. DAMN!
feel like juz playing the whole week.
THIS IS BAD! EFFING BAD!

studied?! of coz i did.
i can't seem to get any social studies shit into my head.
math... quite alright i guess.
at least i did some papers.

i've got an audition on saturday.
that's today right?
and ya... it was supposed to be on thursday.
but the director couldn't make it.

went for BBQ. for both days at the chalet at downtown east.
costa sands resort.
THANX FOR THE GOOD TIME!
I LOVE U GUYS. <3
*MUACKS.
i made new frens. YAY! hahaha =P
ok... i'm getting hyper.

i'm outta here...

ANIC gathering.

yesterday's party was great.
definitely had a good time.
the place was well-furnished. nice and all. and is got a great view too.
levin, qaiser, elsa and jinwei...i had a good time singing out loud at the corridor.
i must say we deifnitely look crazy. hahahaha =P
and sound crazy too.

the card players... i had a good time playing with u guys.
yea, timothy, levin, jinwei, qaiser, elsa.
i think that was quite a long UNO session. haha =P

the ghost story session.
sent chills down my spine.
i never thot of things this way. but as i hear the ppl tell their story, my mind wanders.
and i was kinda freaked out. *lolz*
but i'm alright.

jinwei... thanx for the ride home. =D

i'm outta here...

I MISS YOU

i can sense ur absence.
it's everywhere.
the best star-gazing companion.

i'm outta here...

post performance blues...
THE RETROS ROCK!
i love you guys.

i'm outta here...

THE RETROS!

THE RETROS ROCK!
thanx u guys so much.
it's been great! <3
michelle . karen . sulinah . hidayah . tziwei . valenisha .
fardhan . levin . luthfi . umar . badri . qaiser . tuckwah .

especially thank rebecca oh, jinling, peixian, shelly, geraldine, meiding.
all those who helped out.
you help was greatly appreciated. =)

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

i'm outta here...

EXAM STRESS!

exams stress is getting in my way!
CRAPP!

Oi! Sleeping Beauty.
to audition or not to audition?!
that is the question.

i'm outta here...

finally, i've watched CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY!

i'm outta here...

it's been some time since i last blogged.
hahaha =P
first... i still wanna say A NATION IN CONCERT was great.
getting to perform at the esplanade was indeed an experience not to be missed.
enjoyed hanging out with the professionals.
UNCLE TONY, thanx for the lessons. =D

watched dim sum dollies. funny.

had BBQ with the musical cast and crew on saturday. yesterday actually.
things went quite smoothly. besides LEVIN having stress.
i was glad that the sick ELSA could make it. and even GERMAINE too.
can see how devoted u guys are. touching. haha =P
to PATRICIA, AICHIN and ZAREEN, thanx for sponsoring.
gladly appreciate it.

teachers' day auditions.
WE MADE THE CUT!
even tho the player bailed on us and jumped the cd.
CRAP! haha =P
neway, WE MADE IT GUYS!
practice hard aight?!

'O' level english oral exam.
it went quite good i would say.
the examiner commented "very good".
but i dunno wad marks i'll get tho.
let's juz wish for the best.

i'm outta here...

A NATION IN CONCERT.

hey peeps... i'm gonna be performing in a show.
A NATION IN CONCERT.
is gonna be at THE ESPLANADE theaters.
on the 13th of august. saturday.
in the afternoon at 3 pm and in the evening at 7.30 pm.
it's an interesting show indeed.
i'm gonna act along side a few mediacorp artiste as well as some disabled people from the different societies. is a charity show. and let me tell u, these people are really talented. i'm impressed by them. REALLY.
some of the cast from the musical will be performing too. not juz me.
i hope y'all can come and support us.

u can get ur tix at sistic outlets nationwide.
for the seatings, you can go to www.sistic.com.sg to check it out.
to know more bout the show, visit www.anationinconcert.com.

in the mean time... i gotta run.
i'm gonna have rehearsals later on.
since is already past 1 am! ciao.
do come and support us.!

i'm outta here...

sadly atiqah has to leave...

so much for all the fun...
atiqah has to leave us and join the other modern dancers.
well... i hope you had fun with us.
even tho it's only for a while.
and i hope u'll have fun with the other dancers too.
=P ROCK ON GURL!

neway, u guys shud check out the way she moves.
real good. she definitely can dance.

oh... i went to watch fireworks today. actually on the 8th.
at the esplanade. well.. it was a countdown.
good stuff. i've always liked fireworks.
it's juz brilliant. and it gives me goosebumps.
good goosebumps.
thanx to those guys i met up with.
you guys know hu u are. hahaha =P
alfred, cheetong, kaizi, lester, emmeline, tianhee and the list goes on.
TONG, thanx for the flower.
the orchid definitely add a lil something more to my hair. *lolz*

and i went to watch fireworks again today with the gurls.
since is national day.
the gurls came over to me place.
karen, dayah and lampy.
we were suppose to practice our dance then study...
but... we didn't study. hahaha =P
as expected.
well... fireworks was even more brilliant than yesterdays.
it gave me more goosebumps.
and we had these black carbon burnt thingy on ourselves.
not juz us but everyone there...
haha =P
happy national day everyone!
happy 40th birthday singapore!

i'm outta here...

SWAY under the ORANGE COLOURED SKY...

can't expect in a blink.
suddenly i'm doing a dance with these "wacko" people.
sue, chelle lee, karen, lampy, dayah, val, atiqah.
thanx for the fun GURLS!
and of coz the GUYS as well...
the best and most perfect dance partner (according to himself)
FARDHAN SHAH!. hahahaha =P
and the others, levin, luthfi, tuck wah, badri, umar, qaiser.
thanx for the fun too!
I LOVE U ALL LOADS!
i hope we'll have more fun during practices.
i think the dance is looking good so far. seeing everybody doing the moves in the right time. it just looks "magical". and everyone seems to have a lil more chemistry and stuff like that with their partner. NOT BAD! guys, u are doing great too. not just the gurls with the sexy-ness. but the guys are cool as well. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK EVERYONE!

and to FARDHAN SHAH... please don't try to be missing during practice. is kinda hard to dance without a partner coz i look like a dummy dancing alone. OKAY?! hahaha =P and besides, we'll have to teach u the steps u missed out. BLAHX.

to everyone else... i'm looking forward to next practice. =D

i'm outta here...

rehearsals for the musical kept me busy.
really busy.
and now it's time for me to devote my time back to studies.
it's only been hours since the last of the last show we did ended.
i'm already missing everything.
every single e-mail sent to me.
i'll be on the verge of crying as i read.
these teardrops are a mixture of sadness and also hapiness.

i'm really thankful to be given the chance to be part of this musical. it never occured to me that i would get chosen to be one of the main cast. it has definitely been an honour to be picked. it's also a really great experience working with everyone. be it the students whom i'll still see in skool and the alumnis. it was nice meeting you all. and we definitely grew closer in this production. i hope we'll all keep in touch.

i wanna thank all the people that have been thru this together with me. i'll always remember these days. it is indeed a GOLDEN MEMORY!. the musical is something that i'm doing for the first time and i have enjoyed it. i hope it's not gonna be the last time i'm gonna do it. thanx to jonathan and wenfu... loads of thanx!!! u guys helped me find more confidence in myself. be it on stage or not. thanx to kiat and greg for all the encouragement. thanx for all the fun, eating together or watever. we should do it again.

the bottom line is...
THANX EVERYONE FOR THE WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE!
LOVE U LOADS!

i'm outta here...

woah... haven't blog in quite a while.
mebe some ppl are wondering wassup with me and stuff.
MAYBE...

neway, i've been busy staying back in skool for rehearsals and stuff.
we cleaned the backstage toilets.
well... we referring to the cast members. not all but a few.
these hard-working souls who wanna make the backstage as comfortable as possible but is not really achieved yet... coz is shared by so many ppl.
BLAHX!

neway, one thing on my mind. i really can't wait to hear the cd that we've recorded. coz i really wanna hear how i sound like. nice or not nice?! i dunno. i really wanna hear it. hahahaha =P

oh... another thing, rehearsals... a run of the whole show actually is quite tiring. i skipped skool on friday. and even if i didn't, i don't think i'd be able to open my eyes at all. and i also found out that on friday, i didnt even budge at 6 am or anything. i dreamt bout skool tho. is kinda disturbing. kinda dumb coz i'm not in skool but skool stuff appeared in my dream. how contracdicting. DUMB! i woke up at 12:45 pm. that's like the time that skool end on a friday. actually still laze about on my bed till almost 13:00 pm. is juz tiring. but FUN... of coz. loads of comments from the directors and stage managers. but... i'm sure is all worth a listen. not juz listen but heed the advice given. I THINK ALL OF THE CAST SHOULD TAKE THIS THING REALLY SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!! we don't wanna make a fool out of ourselves. we wanna put up a good show. so... juz listen. that's also the reason why GOD gave up 2 ears and only 1 mouth. RIGHT?! so... CAST, START USING THE EARS. learn something new... and keep learning. and we still can learn even after the show is over.

FOR NOW, ADD OIL AND DO A GOOD JOB! I'M SURE WE'LL BE ABLE TO!
JIA YOU!

i'm outta here...

baybeats was great.
i had a good time.
brandtson was good.
so was copeland.
electrico as well.
oh.. guess who i saw...
SAM FROM PJ (pug jelly)
but, i didn't say anything to him.
hahahaha =P
gtg now.

i'm outta here...

to all the musical cast. words from my heart.

is me... and i'm still in skool.
i know... u might be thinking why i'm still in skool at this hour. i'm still doing recording. is the last day today. and we had loads of fun. of coz...

LEVIN... ma husband. hahaha =P
may our loud noises be heard. haha =P
TO ALL THE CAST OF THE MUSICAL...
MAY OUR VOICES BE HEARD!
*lolz*
keep it up guys.
it's gr8 work and hard work too.
keep woking hard for the show.
jia you... add oil. and keep it going!!!
I LOVE U GUYS.
i mean it... each and everyone of u.
*muacks.

i'm outta here...

heya!!!
guess where am i?!
i bet no one can. not unless you know. haha =P
I'M IN SKOOL! can u believe that?
by the way, is a SUNDAY!
and is so unbelievable that i'm in skool on a sunday.
so that means that i'm in skool for 7 days already.
*lolz* CRAPP!
well, not sunday skool. but i'm in WHITLEY SECONDARY SCHOOL.
i've got a recording to do. and so far is doing alright.
it's kinda pressurising actually. but is kinda okay. not bad.
i guess i'll still live through the day.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. =P
i'm taking a break. ciao.

i'm outta here...