SMITTEN! :)
for now.

some songs are better played in clubs than on cd at home.

sleeping at 8am after my morning adventures after a night out, totally worth it!
daniel + matt + laura = lots of smiles.

I'm still broken. :(
<\3

THURSDAY.
the adventure of odie, mukie and his hip-hop car.
LOL.
oh, plus krispy kreme. :)
and winning some money at crown!
YAY!

at next, me + cheese + vocalist of Unwritten Law.

an unexpected friday.
but it's a good one.
oh, how I love when Cam comes up with his unexpected gestures.

what's another weekend all alone?
I've been doing this too often now, I feel.
everything is so different.
I do miss the old days. I miss so many moments of it.

I miss my holidays.
my 3 weeks in Singapore and Jakarta.
the new frens that I've gotten close to, especially Jeffrey Susanto.
I'm glad to have you as my "adopted" lil bro. :)
I miss Jess, Justine and Pam.
I miss the 2 days I hung out with Jess and Pam in Singapore.
I miss the days in Jakarta when I hung out with Jess, Justine, Pam, Jeff, Armand, Adrian, Adeline, Chris and my family, my precious Gloria & Georgina & Hugo.
it was good seeing them.
it felt good to be around them.

I miss my vacation.
I want more.

I'm back at uni and I dread it. A LOT!
I just don't wanna deal with the stress all over again every semester.
it's just so tiring.
right now I'm feeling the worst.
I'm tired and I just want more sleep.

so much for 3 hours of no class.
what the hell am I suppose to do?
I don't want to just do homework and more work.
man, if I had a car, it'll be so much easier.
I can just drive and not wait for public transport.

everything seems to be so slow today. UGH!

I want my holidays back!

Lostprophets. :)

me happy. :)
lostprophets! woots!
:)

that's all for now.

there are some things that I haven't done in a while.
and I do miss it.
I miss the feeling and everything that comes with it.

like, I haven't ate durian in a while.
I also haven't got on a bike in a while, or ice-skating...
and there are more stuff, but I'm not gonna say.
it might get too personal.

but neway, at least I got to eat durian today, even tho I'm down with the flu and I shouldn't be eating it at all.
it still tastes good and so many things, or rather, memories come flooding back to me.

I guess "absence makes the heart grow fonder" do apply in some situation.
there is always something that we can relate to with each other.
one way or another.

lost, broken, confused.

the internet connection in jakarta doesn't go my way sometimes.
that should explain the lack of my presence online.

so this trip home that I took doesn't seem like a total disappointment.
yes, I've had some share of fun and I do hope for more to come.

my heart is torn between places and people.
I can't help feeling the way I feel.

lost, broken, confused but I won't give up.
I can't give up.
but I don't know how long I can hang on...

hello singapore (humidity, UGH!)...
ZOMG, I've been eating sooooo much.
been missing too much food.
and to think 5 days in singapore, I don't even think that's enough time to eat everything that I want.
LOL.

then back to more food in jakarta.
I'm gonna be really well fed this holidays.

Singapore, you need a lil coolness from Melbourne.
and Melbourne needs a lil heat from Singapore.

coming home...

so I booked my flight and I'm leaving for Singapore next week on Friday.
although I won't be in Singapore for long, I hope my friends will be able to hang out with me.
I miss you guys.

I hope it'll be good to be away from Melbourne for a bit.
I think making me go back only once a year makes me miss home even more.
that's why the urge to go back home.

I definitely will miss Melbourne.
I know it's only gonna be 3 weeks, but still...
I'll miss hanging out with people who matters.
(you can figure out who they are)
but nothing is gonna change when I come back (hopefully) so I can come back and just fall back to the comfort I had before.

so please... don't change, don't change

it gets boring.
I need some company.
and entertainment.
mostly, just company would be good.

so my 1 and only exam is finally done with.

jess, get ur ass here soon.!
and actually, I'm quite pissed off that the whole process is taking so long for ur visa!
UGH!

I have the most fucked up sleeping pattern ever.
and the huge-est eye bags ever.
soccer's good to watch tho.
too bad it's always shown wee hours in the morning.

I don't actually see the point of blogging right now.
esp this post. it's bit sense-less.

hooked on David Cook's, "Always Be My Baby"
the song just get in my head all the time somehow.
give it a listen.
I like it better than the Mariah Carey's version.

and and and... I just want things to go well from now on.
I smile when I'm with you. =]
<3



"your smile keeps me up for days"

cam called me.

I was gonna put the blog on a hiatus for a while.
but I guess I changed my mind.

good things do come when you least expect it.
especially if it comes in the "Cameron" package. (haha!)
=]

and then there's someone whose words seem to just give me a good waking-up slap.
even tho she's all the way in Singapore.
Becca, I love you babe.

and Tianhee, who always stay up and just ramble on bout nonsense with me.
hahaha.

and Lizzie, arcade was fun.
never gonna ride that horse thingy again.
felt pretty stupidddd.

and Jesslyn, things will get better.
they always do somehow. just like the quote you have on your blog bout the hourglass.
it does make sense.
I love you sister.


LOL!

i miss u, cam.

I miss you... more than I ever could imagine.
I miss you... there's no words to describe how much I miss you.

I cry... because I miss you.
it's silly but I do.

I want you to know that I care.
oh, so much.

i still <3 u cam.

"because you and I are forever, I know I was right"

cam talked to me. (finally!)

I'm glad and grateful.
I love my friends for being there for me. =]

I know I haven't been saying much in my posts lately.
but those who know stuff, good on you coz I think you get what I mean.

*sighs* cam

I miss your company.
so much.

<3

pics from sydney.

Gloria. Georgina. Giovanna. <3



SYDNEY AQUARIUM.


my lovelies. (now plus one more)


family.

Cheetong, this one just for you.
Do you know how cold it was?!
hahaha.

so I'm back from Sydney.
man, uni tmr.
I dread. =[


note to self: TIME.
embrace it. use it wisely.