converse shoes!

SHOES GALORE.
why can't i own these rad shoes?!
i bet they fit me.
and that's what fit me PERFECTLY.
converse chuck taylors are sooo RADDDD!

batman converse chuck taylors all star.

this is such a RADDDDD shoe.
i wanna own it!



another RADDDDD shoe.
is so RAD, from top to bottom.

is the batman converse chuck taylors all star!
WAYYYYY RADDDDD!

i forgot to mention that it comes with a US$65.00 price tag!

thursday!

another GREAT thursday!
is always fun hanging out with friends.
in a big group.
WHEEEEEE...

becca, lampy, chelle ng, shermin, chelle lee, weishen, alfred, charles, gonaidi, jianbin, matthew, tianhee.
funny movie.
laughing my ass off.
LOL.

shermin left before dinner tho.
but KAIZI came!
wheee.. =D
i'm so glad u came.
=)

i've been dressing up for 2 thursdays!
and is been FUN and RAD!
it juz seems worth dressing up for!

and tianhee said it gives him something different to see rather than ppl who dress alike as always.
INTERESTING right?!
well, now u know wad i'm capable of dressing like.
LOL.
and is not all the time that i get to dress up.
so, MAKE THE MOST OF IT!

movie marathon.
didn't go quite as planned.
thanx to one fateful phone call bout posting results and school.
i can't believe it but it seems so fast.
i didn't apply for any school of any sort.
but the thought of me not going to school with my frens anymore is kinda shocking.
initially i find it hard to believe.
but i had to snap back to reality.
DUH!

all the talks.
i need shoes.
i need new bag.
i need a new pencil case.
no school uniform?
wad shoes can i wear?
can we meet up and go to school together?
one thing that was in my mine the whole time is the fact that my best fren BECCA exclaiming, "I DON'T HAVE PENS!"
that was hilarious!

GAWD, i'll miss that.
and the least i could do is to go "school" shopping with them.
sighs.
feeling different.

well, maybe some of you ppl coming to my blog might not know.
i already got accepted into a school in australia.
MIBT (Melbourne Institute of Business and Technology)
i'm still waiting for a reply from TAYLORS tho.
but i'll probably pick MIBT.
school's gonna start in june for me.

as i've said, my days here are numbered now.
60 days or so.
countdown to it or don't?
i guess not.
let's just take life by the day and enjoy the day to it's fullest as it offers me new beginnings of such.

lost friendship.

it seems that i'm trying to salvage a friendship that i've already lost.
i don't know why i'm still trying.
maybe because i think there's always hope that we'll be OK once again.
just like old days.
if you know what i mean.

all the fun.
all the times when it seems that you're just a phone call away.
i miss those days.
i miss you.
i wonder if you knew that.
i hope things will be OK once again before i leave.
even if it's the very last minute, i'll be glad to know i still have you there.
that i can rely on the friendship even if i'm miles away.

for now, i'd just like to thank you for all the fun that we had.
i can never get enough of that.
and i hope i can have fun with you whenever i come back from "god-knows-where".
that you'll be there to say hi and goodbye as i come and leave.
i have to say that my days here are numbered now.
the next time i know, i'll only come back here during my school vacation.
or maybe no chance to come back from time to time.
it will all depends on fate.
i guess.

to lost friendships... i'm not ready to say goodbye.

the thought suddenly daunts on me to create this entry which seems really emo-ish.
losing a friend is something i don't like to deal with.
<\3

i cracked my brain for this entry.
i've been thinking wad's interesting lately.
and it occured to me that nth much has been interesting.
well, here are the few things i can think of.

went over to reid's place and reid came over to mine the next day.
basically to chill.

gel, i miss you! haha =)
i know it might sound crazy.
neway, i would love to see ur tattoo.
and also to hang out with u.
the whole me missing u thing sounds kinda weird.
but i really do.
it seems i haven't seen u for ages.

same to reuben and ian.
i miss your nonsense.
LOL.

to my frens whom i went out with last thursday,
let's do it again.
i really can't wait. *excited*

and to the ppl whom i haven't see for like AGES,
let's hang out soon!
coz i might not have much time for that anymore.
BOO! =(
but is the fact.
so i would love to do much much catching up and stuff before i leave.
or...
YOU'LL BE SORRY WHEN I'M GONE!
and i'll miss everyone plenty.
fo sho!

braces

my teeth are killing me.
thanx braces. (sacasm.. BLAH!)
"your bottom set of teeth are ok already." said the orthodontist.

wheeee...
i'm gonna have nice teeth.
YAYS!

warren, ppl with braces are RAD!
especially ME!
LOL.

fun-ness

yesterday was great.
12 frens.
hanging out altogether.
movies, dinner, juz hanging out.
is pure fun!

i love my frens. <3
i wish we could do this more often.
becca, lampy, chelle ng, alfred, warren, weishen, jianbin, gonaidi, matthew, charles, tianhee.
let's do this more often.

these are the days that i'll miss when i'm gone.

thanx warren for walking me home.
we were like 2 bored kids.
LOL.
aww... how sweet.
(must be added on according to you)
HAHAHA.

random.

fetish for emo boys.
something for black skirts.
temptation for rad tops.
a thing for band tees.
vice for clothing, magazines and cds.
urge for shopping.
can't live without music.
passion for acting, singing and dancing.
wanting to star-gaze.
sweet tooth for chocolates.
crushing on someone.
attracted to "eye candies"
loves hot boys. <3
hearts all my frens.
yearning for overseas valentine.
longing for freedom.

YOU'RE MORE THAN JUST MY VALENTINE.

work was tiring.
extremely tiring today.
BOO! =(

neway, i caught pink panther on monday.
hilarious.
funny but lame.

do u know that when u type panther on the phone, it actually shows the word "panties".
LOL.
so be sure to type slower.
u don't wanna be asking ppl to go watch "pink panties".
hahaha. =)

From day one I talked about getting out.
But not forgetting about,
How all my worst fears are letting out.
He said why put a new address on the same old lonliness?
When breathing just passes the time,
Until we all just get old and die.
Now talking's just a waste of breath,
And living's just a waste of death.
And why put a new address on the same old lonliness?
And this is you and me and me and you until we've got nothing left.

Blast @ Sentosa.

i had fun on saturday night!
blast at the beach was a blast.
despite the rain that poured earlier in the afternoon.
CLAPS FOR EGAN AND RUSS! =D

as usual, fun people!
i love u guys!
<333

reid, egan, dharma, bryan and kj, eric and lisa, jude and sherie, gaby and mark, and many many more ppl.
the ppl i went to sentosa with.

jess, i <3 u SISTERR!
lizz, dearest. <3
jasmine, slut sister. LOL. <3
natasha, my wonderbrick. <3 no wall without u
pam, cuzzie. <3
wiz, u lame nut. <3

i had fun.
really FUN!

reid, star gazing couldn't be more interesting without you.
u know so much stuff!
haha =)
VENUS and MARS!
LOL.
<33

you're more than just my valentine.

PAUL and JUSTIN!

i'm so glad i have frens who treat me so nicely.
u guys are the ppl who make me wanna go to the states badly.
i wanna see u.

PAUL and JUSTIN!
you hotties.
<3

friends like you guys make me real and alive.
i love you both to bits!
<333

I MEAN IT!

paul can't talk. i'm bummed.
BOO. =(

worked.
came home at 2.
i had fun at work. somehow.

thanx SYAHID for meeting me up first. =)
KAIJIE, u're a good partner. LOL. =)
EDDY, thanx for the rose. =)

my grandma is going back to jakarta.
and she'll only be back in april.
FREEDOM?!!
i hope!
wahahaha.
i can feel it already!

PAUL.

meet PAUL!
he's my overseas valentine too.
he's nice & sweet.
HE'S MY HERO!
he talks to me when he comes home from school.
he wants to come meet me here in singapore.
he wants to go to the beach with me.
and we'll hang out together if he ever comes to singapore.
he wants me to go to ohio so i can hang out with him.
he fits the profile. (you know wad i'm talking about, =D)
he can tolerate my random-ness and still loves me.
right PAUL?!
u are love.
<3

you're so emo, i love you.

local VALENTINE.

a valentine from singapore. LOL.
ALFRED.
hahaha =)
thanx sweetie.

my good food partner, my cam-whore partner.
WHEEEEE...
<3

VALENTINE(S)

overseas valentine.
<3 JUSTIN.
you're far from me.
like all the way in PENNSYLVANIA, USA.
BOO. =(

DANIELLE, i miss u.
and u're my valentine. from MIAMI.
hahaha. <3

JENSEN, i miss you like WHOA!
you're all the way in AUSTRALIA.
=(

but is better than nothing.

my valentine's day is not gonna be so bad after all.
=)

VALENTINE-LESS

17 years without a valentine.
but whatever.
i still like it.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S TO ALL.
i shall seek comfort in the midst of all the loving couples.
<\3

would you be my valentine?

emo kid on valentine's day.

dragonfly

one more post.
an emo one.

all the sleepless nights thinking of you, are finally over.
i thought i totally got over you.
i haven't.
there's this teeny weeny bit.
but i want you to know i exist.
please...
your friendship and nothing else.
that's all i ask for.
juz friendship.
i hope that's not too much to ask for.
u know how i value friendship.
the friendship between you and i means a lot.
don't ditch me, friend.
please... and thank you.

PAVILLION. PLAYERS & SWINGERS.

drop it like it's hot.

shake your body like a belly dancer.

dressing up.
heels.
great company.
i mean really really great company.
love love love and gazillion more love.
<33333

blisters, heels and fun juz go well together.
i guess.
i got to see who i wanted to see.

EGAN, u're always such a sweetie.
love, <3

DHARMA, BRYAN and GANG, u guys are fun ppl.
really fun ppl.
i can't imagine my night without u guys.
love, <3

this is random, but bryan smells good.
hahahaha =)
is not wad u think it is.
i was dancing beside him.
and a hug before i left. =D
I TOLD U IT WAS RANDOM!

O LEVELS

results wasn't really satisfactory.
i'm disappointed with english grade.
the rest of the subjects were quite an improvement.
so i'm happy bout that at least.
mixed feelings.

juz get me accecpted into the school in australia.
PLEASE!